The Secret Scroll of learning


“Your life is a learning process – you can only become wiser from learning. Sometimes you might have to attract making a painful mistake to learn something important, but after the mistake you have far greater wisdom. Wisdom cannot be bought with money- it can only be acquired through living life. With wisdom comes strength, courage, knowing, and an ever-increasing peace.”

– Rhonda Byrne

This was my Secret Scroll that gets emailed to me through the website This is my quote of the day. This is the optimism I am going to use in my situation. I am Learning. I am learning something now that requires me to struggle like this. There is a reason for me to be here in this shit.

Yesterdays post was very real, very hard, very honest. I am in a bad spot. I had a follower comment on my last post and she said, thank you for your honesty. This touched me. For some reason I was supposed to write that blog yesterday. Maybe it Β will help someone else not feel so alone. Maybe it will attract someone to help me. Maybe it was a way for me to get my feelings out of my head so I can create space for positive thoughts. I don’t know. But I feel that that comment made me feel better. If I can feel better by being honest, that’s a positive thing! I am learning that it is OK to be honest about how you feel. It is not wrong or bad to feel this way. It is a learning process.

The list I made yesterday I think is a good start to moving forward. I only got two of seven things done (I had a softball game, but your right no excuses) but it holds me accountable for my shit. It keeps me in check. Keeps me learning.

Today I woke up and made my list, and at the top of the list is my goal of looking at the bright side of everything that happens today. Today Rent is due and we were able to pay rent. Bright Side: we have a home for another month! Thank GOD! Can we eat this week, no, but we can stay out of the street! That is important! One accomplishment at a time.

I still have my list. I am going to accomplish more on it today than yesterday. I am learning something, something important, something big. I am more than this. I am bigger than this. There is something BIG in store for me. I am not just a receptionist. I am so much more!

List = Change. It is not much of a plan but at least I have one.


Author: Jessica

Hello world. I am just a girl trying to find her place in this world. I am always looking for my next big adventure. I am currently learning the ways of the Law of Attraction and like to blog about my successes and failures within that journey.

6 thoughts on “The Secret Scroll of learning”

  1. I like your comment that lists=change! It’s the truth. Thank you again for sharing. I’m so sorry life has so many difficulties. Sure makes being happy hard..but, how you made sure already that something like paying your rent is a blessing today…well you’re in the right path! Keep up the positives today, you’ll feel so much better by days end compared to days where only negative thoughts take over. I have a new blog posting out on Monday. I hope mine can reach you as much as your thoughts reach me. xx


  2. “Today Rent is due and we were able to pay rent. Bright Side: we have a home for another month! Thank GOD! Can we eat this week, no, but we can stay out of the street!”

    Gratitude is a powerful force for positive change in your life and it can be so easy to find something to be grateful for when you look around and remember everything we take for granted (flush toilets, electric lights, refrigerators) and think about what life would be like without them!


  3. I have been getting the secret scrolls emails for about 2 years now & it’s like they ALWAYS have the right advice for what I’m going through! You ARE so much more than a receptionist sweetie. You are so much more than your job. It doesn’t matter what you have or don’t have, do or don’t do, are or aren’t… You are already very valuable in all ways. & I know you’re going through a very tough time, & I know it can suck 😦 , but believe me you have so much strength & courage within you. That is exactly what this situation is teaching you & will continue to teach you. Just you watch πŸ™‚ Its tough, but the fact that you’re able to be optimistic is amazing!!! I am not religious but I am very spiritual & in love with the law of attraction; I believe in the power of faith & prayer as well–so I am praying for you in this situation. πŸ™‚ & as you said in your post, being honest is a GREAT thing. Yes, we may feel vulnerable, but honesty helps us to heal. It’ll help you to heal in this situation & in many other areas in your life:) Just seeing you post this is helping me through my hard times as well. I want to say thank you for posting this. & please continue with being honest πŸ’–πŸ™πŸ˜Œ πŸ™‚ May you have a blessed day πŸ’ŽπŸ’–


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